The time comes when you sit at your kitchen table and you look around and you go what the hell. 
as i sit here and look at my kitchen and notice all the dirty dishes, and now the dishes my 2 year old has taken out all the dishes she could possibly reach and place them all over the floor .. ugh i think to myself.

now i have company, my brother in law who I'm sure doesn't care or even notice, but hey to me its a big deal.

The day has gone by.. me getting to sleep in for half hour.. i don't know
 i don't get to sit for a while .. as i just get up to help Jason find a deck of cards.. still cant find them i don't know what he did with them.

my life seems to stay the same.
now that Jason doesn't work anymore, hes home all the time.. this is my day 
Jason gets up with Michael to put him on the bus that's about 7am.
then he gets Hailey up and gives her breakfast, at least i assume he does.. not sure tho ..
then i get up and things go to hell 
Hailey is screaming the dogs need to go out and Jason's tired from getting up at 7.
then i have breakfast and feed Hailey again, then we sit around all day and play games or watch TV..Michael gets home then we cook dinner around 5pm then we do the TV thing over again, ya that's my day .. ha ha that is the saddest thing in the world .. OK ya ya first world problems ha ha .. 
i thought to myself i would write everything down so i can come back to it later and read it and laugh at what i did .. and I'm hoping that later in life i am in a complete different space. 

that is all i could say for now.
see you later Internet
Jenn